Heavy heart
I wish I knew this years ago, I have discovered that I can’t act upon how I feel all the time, when I say I mean how I physically and mentally feel day to day. Everyday can get so mundane which often brings me to a point where I feel I deserve so much more.
Do I deserve so much more?
No, God has blessed me with more than I need. I am in no place to even complain or argue about where God has placed me in this life. The blessings that have come my way are way to many to count. If anything, I am doing too little in my life and I question my obedience to Christ.
I have told Martin that he is lucky we don’t live in America because if I was in America I would adopt, home school and be nothing that I am now. I am truly encouraged by this mum Adeye who is following God’s calling and be a blessing to the children she has adopted and her passion for Jesus Christ. Her blog can be found here … http://www.nogreaterjoymom.com/search/label/Adoption.
So I have not blogged recently I guess because my heart is heavy. Would you join me in praying for these children? I’ll finish here because I need to go and do all those mundane things that is such a blessing to me.
